I feel like lying to myself~ooc by ASK-NekoSummer, journal
I feel like lying to myself~ooc
If I were to say I feel good
Know I am lying
If I were to say I'm okay
Know I am lying
If I were to say nothing's wrong
Know I am lying
If I were to say I'm not Heartbroken
Know I am lying
If I were to say I'm not crumbling
Know I am lying
If I were to say I feel perfect
Know I am lying
Every feeling that Sounds good
Know that I don't feel that way
Every feeling that sounds bad
Know that I do feel that way
Today I am Heartbroken
Tomorrow I'll be regretful
I can't wait till this ends and my Heart moves on
But until then
My heart is an empty shell
So please don't ask me how I am doing
You'll only get a lie
Because you see